"eye-smile drafts" :

Some words go with this, too loose to be poetry not tight enough to be prose ...

~I Really Wanted to Say ...

In the Club,

you fucked me under the stairs

and made my body soar ;

In the car,

you loved me under the stars

and made my senses sing ;

but,

when you smiled me your morning eyes

I was yours then

~ bound, unconditionally, universally ~

Eternally, in time.

digital_deviance vers 3 can be found at fusr2.com

digital_deviance vers 3 can be found at fusr2.com

So I found this on the web and it sort of summed me up ~ not that it is that simple.

Just got off an orgy of twittathon and discovered that it can take over your life.

Not sure if I really want to tweet.. "am cleaning my teeth / just got dressed/" but in terms of getting a feel for what is going on around you .. it's pretty stunning.

Not since the invention of the printing press do I think that so much empowerment has been given to people. Even now authority is scheming to limit and control because , quite frankly they are scared by what it can achieve.

Of course they sell this as in our own interest to "protect" us from harm..

Well thank you very much Mr Po-Faced Authority ... I can look after myself Im grown up now and what scares you is that I CAN THINK, assess and make an informed opinion ... tough shit mate your time is limited.


Immediacy of this kind of communication and the extended conversations appeal to my randomised thinking processes .... and out the social conventions of " how are you / nice to meet you ... etc "



Weather sunny but blowin' ...Music Paul Oakenfold Panet Perfecto : 21 radio Streaming.

digital_deviance vers 3 can be found at fusr2.com

Twiteratti Glittteratti

Bringing all this stuff together to create the mini celeb persona ... Twitter/twitpic/gaypic/blog/facebook .. you can see how the real celebs get caught out by the new social media networking.

Who sees what and when and how compromising.... etc

Fortunately for me the chains are off for me ... free of professional misconduct traps ... how fine they are .. so any ANYONE (he shouts) anyone who has passed the opening statement about 18+ content ... you have only your self to blame ..

because here I am uncompromising in being what I have never been allowed to be through out my life ... so the anecdote :

When i was 13/14 years old being gay was a criminal offence pleasuring myself ... or my mates was definitely a criminal offence .. especially in public. SO as a consequence I spent my adolescence in parks and gardens and alleyways ... or the cabins of Norwegian/Swedish boats in the port of Bristol.

Now I am .... older ... smoking is an offence so I end up in doorways and alleyways and parks and gardens .. ( dabuuum tst)

I think that's called irony ................
digital_deviance vers 3 can be found at fusr2.com

#march26 refelection

It occurs to me that"PC Plod Met" is as devious as ever: In London this weekend he let the Black Hoods freely wreck the city .. then "kettled", assaulted and arrested the peaceful and innocent? ... Boris Johnson needs calling to account. digital_deviance vers 3 can be found at fusr2.com